I had an interesting talk with a really good male friend of mine at the end of school today. (Trigger Warning: This post involves discussion about the sexism and gender stereotyping the statutory rape law.) ( Read more... )

I honestly don’t know if I’m in love with him, love him like a brother, or just love him like a best friend.

i love him though. I’m so fucking confused. /o\

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning. At least the music still makes sense

i feel like i'm going crazy. literally. it's not a pleasant sensation.

i don't think i remember how to be happy anymore. not really, truly, happy. I think i used to know.. but i'm not sure any more. maybe i just expect to much from life.

emo post is emo.
go away, scary thoughts. i can't handle you right now

I don't hear from someone in over a day without explanation, and I start worrying something's happened to them, that they're hurt or dead.

( emo ramblings that will only make sense to people who know what was going on in my life in '07 )

I have no idea how to feel right now. I'm a muddle of emotion, lol ( Read more... )

How do you tell your parent in a nice way to back off, because it's your life in the end and in the end what you make of it is your responsibility ( Read more... )

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I don't know what to do with myself. I'm ligit aimless and emo right now. *sigh*

Talk to me? or just tell me to grow the fuck up.

Prom is in two days.

O.O
I don't have a date. I'm going with a "group" of people who all have dates.

I do not have the balls to ask anyone to go with me, because no one will say yes, and I can't line myself up for that kind of rejection. And it's not likely anyone's going to ask me to go with them in the next two days, primarily because everyone ( Read more... )